Entry #11

Cat Yoga

2018-03-06 19:47:04 by SevenSeize

I tried to get through yoga and meditation today but it was unsuccessful. One reason was that my cat also wanted to do yoga. Here is a list of the crap I had on my mind while I was supposed to be focused on yoga and meditation: 

1. EMPs and nuclear Fallout--- I've been super obsessed with EMP attacks lately, as a result of the February books I read in @Jackho 's  reading challenge

2. Making creme brulee' ---- I really want to get a kitchen torch so I can make creme brulee'

3. changing my user name to @cast

4. If turtles could fly, we'd have busted windshields from hitting them. I'd try not to hit turtles though.

5. I still haven't dyed my hair, and I still don't know what color I wanna do

6. Imagine if they filmed a live action pacman 

7. Oh, remember the Neverending Story!

8. Why don't I get fun texts anymore? I only get boring adult texts. 


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Ok, I'm off to do some baking! 

Here's the song I am currently obsessed with. 



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2018-03-06 20:24:24


SevenSeize responds:



2018-03-07 00:40:34

Thanks for the shoutout :) also you look absolutely lovely. Auburn red would be a pretty color on you. If you don't want to be that colorful, perhaps a light brown? Or even a bold move to blonde. But Auburn Red is my first choice. Glad you're doing well.

SevenSeize responds:

I am thinking red too, but I have business in April, and I need it not red for that, lol
Maybe this summer!


2018-03-07 00:41:39

PS: Justin Timberlake is a big inspiration of mine growing up, I went to choir for singing and I'm mostly self taught, but I studied his voice as well as others to improve my different types of singing. Also I'm obsessed with this song: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p3g9dIA001s

SevenSeize responds:

I hadn't heard this one!
You are the Justin Timberlake of NG!


2018-03-07 07:35:17

Well awh

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2018-03-07 07:50:51

Your cat looks pleased :3

SevenSeize responds:

He's my bff, I couldn't be mad at him for putting kitty butt in my face.


2018-03-07 20:12:43

I just got so hard.

SevenSeize responds:



2018-03-07 20:20:28

But.. You said.....

SevenSeize responds:

Hey, you said some things.
I said some things.
Let's not do this right before our wedding.


2018-03-07 20:26:48

I'm still looking at your boobies.

SevenSeize responds:

This pic was just for you


2018-03-07 20:30:57

You're just kidding though. He's mine.

SevenSeize responds:

You cannot have my cat. He's my fluffy bff and is going to bed with me tonight. I am scratching behind his ears.


2018-03-07 20:34:57

Better scratch eight of your list.

SevenSeize responds:



2018-03-07 20:35:38

You'll see.

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2018-03-07 20:47:56

I'm going to live action pac man you in a minute.

SevenSeize responds:

hahahahahah STAHPP


2018-03-08 12:07:01

Creative brainflow: OK! XD That Neverending Story does ring a bell hmm, what WAS it... it must have ended somewhere...

Also why a human and cat can't collaborate in this act of mutually recreative exercise: baffling.

Also does this have anything to do with that insanity workout?

SevenSeize responds:

No, I do yoga IN ADDITION to the insanity workout.


2018-03-08 14:54:23

Sounds insane! XD

SevenSeize responds:

I am insane.


2018-03-09 00:41:36

to respond to the comment on ur last post

Boooooo playstation 4lyfe!!!!

Fallout 2 is the one I've played the least to be fair & I don't think I've ever even beaten it, but off the top of my head there's a good few niggles that knock it down for me, one is annoying ass enemies like enclave patrols that just make me want to ALT+F4 whenever they show up (NV pulled this too with those FUCKING cazadors), the total lack of ambiance from the first game unless you mod it in and too much jokes and goofiness compared to the first one. I felt like F1 was a brutal world with occasional sparks of dark humor or absurdism, F2 was going goofball right out the gate and having robots quote movies that shouldn't exist in this timeline, it felt like a weird shift that didn't sit right with me.

If that's somehow not nitpicky enough I also hate the mandatory trials at the very start, I know it's short but it puts me off starting it up again every time I think of it

If you can run Fallout 4 you can probably run a PS2 emulator as well and play Brotherhood of Steel that way. it's probably not good, but you'd have the rare claim of having played every fallout game

SevenSeize responds:

How do you get a ps2 emulator?

Most people I know who don't like fo2, don't like it because of the pop culture references.
I enjoy 4th wall breaking and such.

Now, the random enclave patrols are only around Navarro, which I think is done intentionally, to try to prevent your character from heading down south too soon. They want you to go through Klamath and the Den first.

I thought FO1 was WAY harder to beat than 2, because as a new player, you can wander right into the Lieutenant in the military base.

And omg the deathclaw nest. So many loads and reloads.

Fo2 felt darker to me though.

You could be a slaver in fo2.
There was rape in fo2.
Child killing.
Tons of prostitution.

Not that those are GOOD things, but. You know what I mean.


2018-03-09 09:17:51

I have thought about practicing yoga, but I am not flexible enough to try.
btw, you are beautiful.

SevenSeize responds:

Thank you.
Try beginners yoga. I am not very flexible either, and I am not coordinated. I fall over during many balance poses.
You can do it!


2018-03-11 04:41:23

PCSX2 is the main PS2 emulator, you just download the program and then the game's ISO & boot that shit up. With games that recent it's a gamble though how well each one is going to work.

You *can* wander into the military base off the bat but tbf it's not hugely likely and the imminent game over should set you on a better path.

I recall one of the reasons I found Fallout 2 harder is that a few of my go-to weapons from the first game are nerfed, and even just finding a half decent gun is a bit of a pain in the ass to start (though I'm sure there's shortcuts once you know the game).

In F2 you can do individually awful things but the tone offsets it I think. Like for an illustration of what I mean: you can mow down crowds of innocent people with a rifle in GTA but the whole game is presented as a shallow satire world where nothing matters and is full of snide humor. Now a game that's actually intended to be a bonafide mass shooting simulator would feel a whole lot more sinister, even if the graphics etc. were crude and unrealistic compared to GTA.

Any individual moment is kinda defined by the context that frames it. So F2 lets you do specifically darker things but the game overall gives you a goofier wasteland to be in, where the original is almost like Dark Souls in how it depicts a world that's been crushed beyond repair (& the humor present doesn't undermine it), it sort of serves to humanize the characters who inhabit it.

SevenSeize responds:

Yeah, I guess it's just our personal tastes.
Wasteland 2 had a good balance of goofy and dark, but just no replay value.


2018-03-12 06:27:02

I didnt even know you were that attractive

SevenSeize responds:

Me neither


2018-03-13 12:34:24


damn that pic is hot :o

here is a secret song i am only sharing with my coolest of cools


its about my heart

SevenSeize responds:

Hi BB!!!!
I feel special I got to hear the song.


2018-03-13 12:37:51

whoa that was QUICK

how do u feel about the snippet

do u hear the heartbreak :(

SevenSeize responds:

I'm in a loud place, so I was holding my phone up to my ear.
Ima listen again at home.

Come eat Lucky Charms with me.


2018-03-13 12:44:53

aaaaaaaaah cant wait till u get the full experience

i dont drink milk so you can just throw a handful at my face and ill catch as many as i can

SevenSeize responds:

I'll hand feed you, like you are an Egyptian Prince.


2018-03-13 12:53:30

i would enjoy that thoroughly

SevenSeize responds:



2018-03-13 12:57:25

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand you're my fantasy crush for the next week

this has been very rewarding

cereal is now a trigger for me

SevenSeize responds:

I've never been someone's fantasy!!!!


2018-03-13 13:06:02

thats hard to believe

but remember this is just a trial week to see if u really gots the fantasy chops

SevenSeize responds:

Oh shi---

*pulls down top a little*

Ok. I can do this.


2018-03-13 19:27:14

Where is SevenSeize? I miss her so much.

SevenSeize responds:

She went away for awhile. She'll be back. :-)


2018-03-14 01:41:47

this song could be my first banger for real tho

i'mma be a rich pharaoh like my precarnate

SevenSeize responds:

You have any other music?
Plz dont forget me.


2018-03-14 11:16:14

i will soon, i want to release an album by my birthday (november)

and if i forgot about you i wouldn't be here rn

I still plan fantasy trips to bourbon st every year :(

SevenSeize responds:

I can't wait to be like, "I knew him before he made it big"


2018-03-14 12:50:06

if life is designed the way i think it is you'll never even know it was me

SevenSeize responds:



2018-03-16 21:52:43

I'll text you stuff that is not boring but only if you let me, day in and day out. These days I'm lucky to get 5 hours of sleep. Sending and receiving fun texts are the secrets to my [relative] sanity. I just get too annoyed with people on IG and Snapchat who just have to have their phones out while they're driving. Like who gives a fuck...my phone is always away when I drive. If you happen to text while I'm behind the wheel, you'll get an auto-response from me, and that's rare because I'm a city man with no car.

SevenSeize responds:

lol It's interesting you brought this up! I NEVER text and drive. cast texted me earlier---I was like, "I was driving yo. Tough." haha


2018-03-16 23:08:58

Jesus, there's a chance that might happen to me this weekend when I go visit my parents for the first time this year. But I haven't gotten a ticket for anything since 2010. Most of my texts can wait anyway.


2018-03-17 12:39:05

We can say that is a healthy obsession. Till 6 in the morning.

SevenSeize responds:

6 in the morning!


2018-03-18 00:41:45

I like the Neverendingstory, but the white dragon worm thing always creeped me out a little, whole movie(s) had a weird vibe, likely better tolerated by sugar and spice and everythingnice

Hm, I have a buddy in Texas who makes creme burlesques or however you spell it, might be contributing to his upper GI colitis, and he's a well off doctor mid forties, likes to go out, laugh and... should introduce you huh?

SevenSeize responds:

As long as I get creme brulee


2018-03-18 12:38:52

He makes it once or twice a week w/ that turbanado boxed brown sugar and a baby blow torch, I only use it for coffee n tea. Also likes expensive scotch, visiting his folks w/ his Lambo.

SevenSeize responds:

I don't need the scotch.


2018-03-18 12:52:44

Yeah can't be too careful w/ booze I guess, at least he's good humored, doesn't go overboard, he just puts on a show while we race w/ other old farts and fartettes.

Pretty sure my old hairy cat brought home some flu for me, she should stop visiting the suburbs

SevenSeize responds:

uh oh!